
I am hiding this feeling for one year now! it is something hard to explain! and it's a forbidden love!
I see you almost every day and every time I see you my heart start beating! you were sitting just in front of me and ohhhhh that was the first day that I kept watching you from behind, staring at you all the day! looking at your beautiful hair..cherished with your soft hand. you took my breath away.. I am scared! there will be a time that I won't be able to see you, a year from now ! and I will be LOST without you!
you were like every one else, you come and sit in the class and I barely know you! yes I was attracted to you! yes I liked you... but didn't thought I would love you one day! or even think about you! I am going insane! I wish the year will stay longer I wish to see you more often and I wish I can do something about it. but wait am I crazy or what? how dare me saying such things to you! maybe you'll be shocked! or you'll make fun of me, or maybe we will stop talking to each others. WHO KNOWS! the best thing is to hide this feelings.. hidden in my heart!
Sometimes I sit in silence and think "why the hell I feel this way?" WHY WHY WHY ???